User blog:Zweiarrorus70852/A apology note to ultra wiki and the ultra wiki staff

So, I've been finally unsuspended from here, and I just want to put out to the mods and other peeps about what happened earlier.

I'm sorry for talking about the irrelevant ■■■■ and thrice swearing in my previous blog post.

Not that anyone would care or I'd just get yelled at, lemme explain.

I have aspergers, a type of autism disorder.

My aspergers is at a low level, meaning I don't have such a high sensitivity to loud noises and am not struggling with verbal speech.

On a more honest point, I can't keep that persona on a indefinite state.

Yes, persona. Many with aspergers or low level autism consider their "normal"  behavior a "persona" or altered ego. You can't expect people with aspergers or autism to 100% have common sense and behave appropriately though.

There will be times I can't act appropriate and I'm lost, and when I'm put under action by moderators, they can leave a scar on me, causing me to feel distrust and dishonored, like I don't belong.

And viewing the guidelines isn't a top priority for me sometimes.

I just want everyone to understand that within me.

For now, I want to help this community. The articles have many TBA sections that I want to add to, and I want to provide more ideas to others on blogs and help with other things in general.

Many Sorries, -super dupers/zwei_arrorus